The happiest conversation is when
there is no competition
but just a calm quiet
interchange of sentiments.
I was thinking just after they left,"why didn't you go with them stupid."
"They" are my husband and son. They left for Denver early this morning
my son has a baseball tournament there this week-end.
Soon as they were gone I immediately had this great sense of sadness come over me.
I knew right away... I shoud have gone...
I was thinking,"I do not want to be alone here tonight"
I was missing my friend that died recently... I wanted so much to call her.
I was missing the silly and funny name she used to call me.
I was missing the sound of her voice when she would say
How is my "Margie Pargie?"
What was I do? I cried... but just felt worse.
Ouch... my heart was breaking!
I wanted my family back.... I needed them.
Then it came to me... call my far away friend.
She will listen.
So, I did. I just got off the phone with her.
I am feeling much better.
Because of a wonderful friend that just listened.
I will get out and be with Nature now.
That will also help.
But, thank you... my friend... for being there!
for listening to my pain
how I wish you were here though!
Isn't it nice to telephone
when the house
is too quiet
or your heart
As your words
to a close friend
There is no
only the calm
I am some better
but I might
I know you